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Soporific

by TRSH

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1.
Midwest City 02:17
I didn’t plan for any of this And I didn’t think we’d make it this far So I’ll lock myself into the garage And breathe in car exhaust I won’t miss you I stood up way too fast and dropped it like that You’re spinning me sideways Let’s try it my way Where we go back and forth and on and off Can I hit your vape please if I promise to give it right back? You should’ve known this about me but honesty is something I lack I know myself and I know what I’m not Feel my dead cold Body before it starts to rot Before it starts to make a mess For you to clean If there’s something Here to be learned There is no good in anyone So treat them as you should I’m a lot to take in but I’m fun to be around You can ask all my friends that I don’t have Tie me to your sheets And promise that you really love me
2.
Bury my head in the sand Beneath the casket of the clothes you laid them Let’s marry them And let our children roam In the fabric of a bad night where we yelled The structure blurred And burned the kids into their night gowns Bathing with our open wounds We have nothing left but our faces to touch Under a mountain Of pressure To find my way back and be someone better This home is a maze that I lost myself in We let our broken arms carry us to Ohio On the way back to your dead sisters house as the blood from our mouths swallows us So let’s follow it back home With no sense of direction Tripping over ourself and the lovers we knew It’s been the worst summer ever With your funeral coming up And how I can’t believe I got the day off
3.
Take me Back 02:50
Fill my head up with ashes and glass Do what you want Just make sure you ask I’m on fire Stubby fingers running thru my hair And you’re late again cuz you never care All my bones have holes and I’m just trying to cover them Give me the chance to please you I just want to see you do better Than me I just wanna go and lock myself in the other room Tie this to your roof, I’m so ready to just let go Take it all back where you came from You were playing it off as if nothing was wrong And the problem was me it was me all along So when you got off I wanted to talk But just like always you brushed me off I’m just warning you now Befote I pack up and move to ur town That I smoke a lot and pace around And talk to myself more than anyone else And if that’s a problem you should tell me now is that problem? You were saying something? I could not hear bc I was over here My head was firmly right against ur chest to hear
4.
I don’t wanna grow old But the years of rec league are upon us I’ll cut off my arms At the end of the month And arrange my name in alphabetical order You can come to my house if you can find something to talk about You don’t need a play by play And you never catch the hints I throw out You can leave The doors the right there I’m not your hostage I’m sure aware I have so much in my fridge that I won’t touch I’m on edge and never feel like quite enough I don’t believe anyone who says that they are not afraid to die Cuz I’m afraid to die I’m not running away They say I’m rising up I’ll dip the cut in paint and try to wash away But it just festers up I’m not running away I’m just rising up It’s just another day in a different town when I wake up and it’s killing me Fuck your life Is it everything you wanted and more? Am I not everything you wanted and more? Is not everything you wanted? So I said Hold the phone I’m just trying to calm down In the folds Breathing in just to breathe out
5.
Fruit Snackz 01:36
Can you stop at Sam’s and pick up some fruit snacks And cover your mouth You know not to do that Oh you always do that My lease is up I think I’ll sign for another year And complain the entire time God has a plan For everyone but me Im stuck in stasis Always feel hated Might as well turn this into a scene where I’m throwing up letting your dogs clean the fluids and biles Can you all stop talking during my presention please? I’m already worried about my stufter And the sweat seeping thru my jeans
6.
I’ve got two joints and im ready to go outside Experience the sun and it’s natural light Even if it blinds me I saw it in hindsight What I didn’t see Is how much your presence is killing me Going back and forth and eating out Alone And can you breathe When you’re next me Cuz I can’t Stand you anymore I can’t stand to look at you anymore 1`
7.
Panda Orgy 02:28
As soon as I can I’ll get out of bed I’m having problems with my car It’s been stuck in my driveway all month long I’m trying my best to get off your couch and out of my head You have made me so uncomfortable and when I go into the other room it’s my way of asking For you to leave all on your own but You don’t ever get it do you? You don’t ever get it do you You believe everything you see on your screen instead of talking to me like you know you should Nothing ever angers me I wait around so anxiously You’re doing exactly what I thought you would What was in the water it had such a sour taste I’ve lost so many memories More than I can replace You have made me so uncomfortable I know you see me in everything you own You don’t have to get it
8.
Miso soup 02:49
We all have the day off tomorrow To live off of time we’ve borrowed So let’s have a potluck While we can! Always means always You said in the hallway Your arms look so unvitiing Like a prison That I’ll die in The rooms spins faster than I can And I think I know the problem I’m impressed with your ability But you never noticed mine The sun always happens to be directly in my eyes
9.
Taco Tuesday 01:56
My research paper is due at 11:59 on Tuesday do you wanna go get some food? Tacos sound great, how about you? I ran out of gas on my way And all I had left were my organs and bones So I sold them All my short comings have led me to you every time I look up you’re with someone new I’m on edge most of the time Then I overfed my dog till one day he died Can you just be honest? I’ve been waiting on the truth You’re all I ever wanted There’s a sun dress I bought just for you, yeah you? The one that you wanted
10.
Sick Days 02:55
Head in the dry wall With prescriptions I can’t fill Ceiling fan keeps your breath in My bed is my casket Let’s lay together This world is losing interest in me Let’s take a sick day for breakfast Let’s this make our home My health gets worse and worse but at least we’re still together Let’s make this our home Choke on our spit till we feel better Gouge the price of gasoline And try to make something out of me I won’t feel better with you around I won’t feel better at all I’ll starve myself if you feel dehydrated I’ll wear your clothes if you just go on naked Your insides come out more and more with every word you cough up If I’ve got a problem Then you’ve got a problem too We could try and solve them but then I would have to look at you In those eyes there’s nothing When you say you love me I’ll never get your temperament Or peace of mind It was never meant We fell asleep together Slept longer than we should should Then blame it on the weather And all of the chances were never deserved And all will be wasted if I never learn

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Soporific -tending to induce drowsiness or sleep.
"the motion of the train had a somewhat soporific effect"

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released October 7, 2022

recorded and mixed by Derek Berry
special thanks to Zach Griffin for helping master

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